4/8/2025 22:21 PM
Onto New Roads- PREP TIME!!
CAN I JUST SAY THAT THIS FEELS SCARY AND I AM SCARED ....and I am scared I am really scared about all the new things..also scared I'm going to be late for marriage, late for enjoying life, scared for not enjoying life there and not getting the desired outcomes, scared about the prospect of not meeting good people or not making atleast a few good friends...scared about past repeating itself..... Ya'll I'm really scared!!!
But I am also slightly excited about the future that will unfold unlike anything I've known till now. Nothing is set in stone and maybe all my fears may just come true. But, BUT maybe I could have something nice...Maybe i'll make atleast a few good friends, may I dare to hope for a lovely best-friend. Maybe i'll get to embrace myself and show up as the self I have been afraid to show up as..Maybe there will be good, kind people around me..Maybe I could meet somebody on my travels to the new city..Maybe I could get to know and like another city...Maybe the outcome will be just me but less scared. A little less scared to live.... And maybe just maybe... I think that might not be such a bad outcome overall.
Haha we'll see. See you soon