JULY LOG

6/7/2025 10:39 AM

HAPPY NEW HALF YEAR!!!

Hello, welcome July! We are in the first week of this wonderful month and I feel like its been a whole month since my last update.
So here's the update- I am getting an MBA hopefully and the process of applying just started in my state. Here we go. I had a minor freak attck and I just felt this rush of emotions and man I cried a lot. Imagine just crying on your bed at night thinking how it's all going to change. Which is part-good part-bad..
I will miss my room, home and food and family and I just felt so overwhelmed that I cried myself to massive anxiety , panic etc.

Now I AM OKAY. I quietly and gently overcame that. Gave myself a nice pep-talk and spoke to others which greatly helped my head and heart. I recommend you find someone to unload as well.
Another update is that I've sorta thought about locking in July soo let's see how I do that. It is an experiment as well as an exploration of my own habits, thoughts, and my drive behind these.

So thats all for now. Good day!