15/5/2025 6:08PM
LAZY DAYS brought SELF-REFLECTion
Hello, had quite a few lazy days. The days go by so fast, I know I say this often but it's like one blink and we are at the middle of a month and with the second blink, another month has passed.
Yesterday, I had a mental check in, I do this sometimes and honestly it really helps.
I just had a whole crisis happen and I was caught flat-footed.
So I started writing in my journal - I had questions like- where am I ? where I am going ? what is my problem? and what is Not my problem? do I really have problems or is this just a phase /inconvenience in life moments?? am I okay? goals and stuff? What can I really Do?? and so on...
Let me tell you it was such a relief, that clearing of mind fog was necessary, when I did answer those questions and also when I went on a tangent - I answered those qs too. It was nice to have my feet back on the ground. I just zoomed out a bit and really gave my life a good look.
Big Breakthrough
It wasn't as doomed as I thought it was. I still had plenty of chances and plenty of ways to just do things. Comparisson is such a trap though ohmigosh.. so much time can be lost by these and also food for thought-
Seeking/wanting positive experience is not a negative thing.
I read somewhere and I felt called out with this line that said "seeking positive experience is in itself a negative experience" Like no btch it ain't.
It's okay to want positive experiences. Hell I look forward to those and want those, it fuking gives me HOPE. Why NOT? after a long time of negative experiences taking the front seat, it is ABOUT TIME for me to have those and I don't go bloody begging for it to anyone, I'm not woe is me typa girl.
Girly be creating these experiences WITH HER OWN DAINTY HANDS how can that be negative.
Anyway I want to find some blogs on this topic or just other's take on these.
10/5/2025 7:19PM
SOME DEEP RESTFUL DAYS
Hello, been whole 5 days since my last update, as you can see new green site has been launchedYAYY
I have been working on this not for long but was putting it off for some no laptop days. I feel pretty good since this time I gave my body and mind some much needed rest. Of course some people did try some nasty shit but not this time...I don't even try to engage in any thoughts regarding such low energies, we vibe high here.
So my moving back to my website, I have my BLOG site up and hopefully the diary is in the right order. I also need to add a mail lol. Just comment on my neocities page.
5/5/2025 7:22PM
May brightens my mind so much
Hello, I have so much to write about, I have been watching the weight loss videos by women and I feel motivated not only to loose weight but create a better lifestyle moving on.
I also looked into what Intermittent fasting is..guess what I have been doing this on and off. Like I skip breakfast on days I feel too bloated or heavy and eat lunch at 1PM & dinner before 8PM. This was such a surprise for me.
I did intermittent fasting for a day and I already feel so light, I always do when I skip breakfast. Also because I don't move around as much so the fat grows huh.
Currently on my periods and I will take the next few days to work out some guidelines for my weightloss as well as what changes I could make in my diet EASILY.
I also HAVE NO INTENTION OF DEPRIVING MYSELF BUT
1. I WILL PORTION MY FOOD.
2. I WILL ADD HEALTHY VEGGIES AND BOILED EGG ATLEAST A FEW TIMES A WEEK.
3. I WILL ADD MOVEMENT TO MY LIFE LIKE DANCE WORKOUT from youtube(I've already made a playlist with 2 kpop dances I wish to learn)
Yeah. So that's it for now. I think I have a god grasp on stuff and what food is good for me.
I will use this page to update on my progress.
Okay bye see you soon.
2/5/2025 7:23PM
MAY begins like a buzzing bee.🐝
Hello, writing this as I am uploading pages to my site haha. After the first site upload I refrained from checking it and focused all my attention towards creating all the other pages.
I am proud to declare that I finished my about me page, anime page, microblog page, interests page is still wip but all good for now.
I also have a few simple buttons on so feel free to link back and comment on my neocities so I can know.
I will follow a few sites when I am done with mine.